Might as well spare everyone the agony and just get it over sooner.
I just desperately want to be free of the agony of living from minute to minute. It's killing me. I'm lying every time I speak. I'm looking for death everywhere I go. I'm cutting, starving, purging, everything i thought I left behind. I don't know what to do.
I'm not scared of death anymore. It seems like a sweet release.
I can't even ask for help, because that seem weak.
There's no one.